I have been doing a lot better these past few days. my antidepressants have leveled out, so I have had some more energy and ambition. I have been making a point to wake right up, put the dishes in the washer, and push myself even further by getting in the shower earlier each day.
I am ready for change. I am now taking care of myself in addition to my boys. I have been paying closer attention to my husband, being more affectionate brings us closer. I am crazy about him, he’s my best friend. Unlike my previous relationships, he is attentive but not possessive. I used to think arguing, physical fights, and being questioned about everything was normal.
I am happy and proud of myself. I deserve the best, as long as I earn it. I have an array of goals and pursuits, I have wasted so much time allowing the depression to take over my life. But no more, I am too strong, too smart, and loved so much that there is no room for self-pity.